Graduation is not Guarantee

I am Not a Boy Not Yet a Man. 

Do not laugh me as I wrote an utterance above which is similar to what Britney sang! In this period, I feel my life is being transit from teenager into adult. Two years ago, I still go to college, took class, read in library, did homework. Then, suddenly this time was over. Time to hang out with pals, time to enjoy the pleasure of college is over. 

I had been graduated since last year from university. Graduated from university does not guarantee me to be a happy person. Indeed, I have faced a new real world, full of challenge. 

I have succeed in entering test of job but I often refused it when the officers agreed me to join their work. I have seen real condition of work field in Indonesia is so messed. There are many regulation that makes the employer to face risk in the future of their life, e.g most of the position of the employers are received as a temporary work (contract). It means that once a year they must remake the new contract if they want to continue it. 

Hot issue today tells that most employers of manufacture in Jakarta and surround protest as their expectation to reach the higher wage (RP 3.4 million/ month). Though, the government of Jakarta had increased their income in the level of RP 2. 2 million / month. 

Then, I tried study hard to enter the CPNS in this year. Since to enter it, there is a big deal competition. Now, I am still waiting for the announcement whether I am gonna past the test or not. Sometimes, I expect to get it but sometimes I try to ignore it. Because when I want it so much, it makes me depressed. 

I still do not find any job that really impressed me. I mean: I know what what makes me impressed but I still do not reach what I want yet. 

I am just writing and writing to get succeed of adsense publisher. Besides, sometimes I help my friend, Irfan to translate texts. From translating, I can make money though just some money. 

When we grow up, life is not more easy.